Saturday, June 12, 2010

Seriously?

it bothers me that i have a space for a title, but i can't just leave it blank.
whatever.

I should be sleeping, but instead i'm blogging.
Sleep is a horrible opportunity cost. 
I got the new Kevin Rudolf cd early :)
my life is complete for the moment.

So the more time i spend at the home the more i start to understand
where I learned all of my ocd tendencies and why everything
is always a big overdramatic deal.
My parents have influenced me more than i would have like
to have been influenced.

My mom has literally been flipping out all day.
Everything is so intense.
She goes from being nice to me to be horribly angry.

My dad is kind of like that, but i got my talkative
side/critical side from him.
I'm always talking and always lecturing people.

I think it's weird considering that i never spend time
around my parents to be this influenced.

So i think it's funny when you finally realize that you liked
someone especially when it happens years later, and it
like why didn't you realize this earlier?  It is really funny especially
when the thing that sets off the realization is that other person
getting into a relationship. 

I've been planning out school, and it looks like I will be a UNT Alumni after Spring 2012.
I can't believe that in less than two years that I could be done with my bachelors.
I think that i'm going to regret taking this approach to school, but what can I do about it now?
I raced through school and didn't really make too many friends.
I look back and everything seems forever ago.

I really hope I can piece my life back together this summer
or at least get it organized.

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