It's funny

that i freak out about a blog that no one reads.

but i like keeping up with one.

summer school is out.
i ended up dropping Calculus
and getting a B in Macro.

i got my wisdom teeth out yesterday.
and i got paid  again :)
then i had to go pay my ticket :(

so since i'm completely homebound with nothing to do.
i really really have stuff i want to get done.

here's my list in no particular order.
1. Download 7th Heaven, Friends, Grey's Anatomy
2. Beat Mega Man Star Force 2/Pokemon Diamond/Pokemon Silver/KH 365/7/and play Animal Crossing some
3. Re- read all the twilight and harry potter series and read the little additional twilight book i bought.
4. Organize my computer for space
5. Organize my music collection
6. Organize my account
7. Get my flickr, tumbler, blogspot, xanga, and myspace pages in order and running.
8. figure out if i even want my livejournal
9. go through my e-mail
10. sleep
11. start to eat real food again
12. start to get my room organized.

my list is impossible but i think i can do it.

guess i better get down to business.

Last Weekend

was so amazing.

i think i went into music overload.
it's exactly what i needed.
i'm so sad that it's over.
i want it to come back.
i felt happy for a long period of time.

summer school is stressing me out.
i mean these last two days make last weekend seem forever ago.
i'm ready to relax.

i feel like i should stop blogging when
A. It's late at night
and
B. when i'm extremely sad.

everything just takes a negative tone and i never get out what i wanted to blog out in the beginning

Up

I'm still up, and i really need to get started on homework.
Instead I went through all of my facebook friends for real this time.
I'm down to under 500 now.
Which is more than half of my original list, and that's kind of depressing.
Well at least I find that depressing.

EDC is in 2 days.
I'm excited.

I wish i had more to say.
Either i'm that tired or that brain dead.

XX

So i feel really good today.

i'm not sure why, but i do.

but i'm not asking questions :)

i finally downloaded Make Me Wanna Die- The Pretty Reckless

and i absolutely love it.

i also downloaded some Yelle and Eiffel 65.

and a lot of other stuff

i'm working on a project.

so i'm super excited about that.

i feel alot better about my calculus exam tomorrow

i need to start paying attention in economics.

i just feel stupid talking in that class

because i don't know very much about it.

oh well.

so 5 days until EDC

:)

and i think i'm going to warped tour :)

and i'm super excited about 3OH!3

i'm way too excited about all of this stuff

:) :) :) :) :)

Seriously?

it bothers me that i have a space for a title, but i can't just leave it blank.
whatever.

I should be sleeping, but instead i'm blogging.
Sleep is a horrible opportunity cost. 
I got the new Kevin Rudolf cd early :)
my life is complete for the moment.

So the more time i spend at the home the more i start to understand
where I learned all of my ocd tendencies and why everything
is always a big overdramatic deal.
My parents have influenced me more than i would have like
to have been influenced.

My mom has literally been flipping out all day.
Everything is so intense.
She goes from being nice to me to be horribly angry.

My dad is kind of like that, but i got my talkative
side/critical side from him.
I'm always talking and always lecturing people.

I think it's weird considering that i never spend time
around my parents to be this influenced.

So i think it's funny when you finally realize that you liked
someone especially when it happens years later, and it
like why didn't you realize this earlier?  It is really funny especially
when the thing that sets off the realization is that other person
getting into a relationship. 

I've been planning out school, and it looks like I will be a UNT Alumni after Spring 2012.
I can't believe that in less than two years that I could be done with my bachelors.
I think that i'm going to regret taking this approach to school, but what can I do about it now?
I raced through school and didn't really make too many friends.
I look back and everything seems forever ago.

I really hope I can piece my life back together this summer
or at least get it organized.

Dissapointed

happy birthday to you.

i'm just ridiculous.

So

I got an A in BCIS.
I'm taking Macro Econ and Calc for Business and Econ 1 for Summer 1.
I am hoping to do very well in both classes.

So i kind of like someone.
It won't ever happen most likely, but I like someone.
I guess that's a start?

Finally watched Valentine's Day.
It was good, but hard for me to watch.
I hate when other people ruin stuff for you.

I really want Kevin Rudolf's new album.
Can't wait for 3OH!3's new album.
EDC is this month too :)
10 more days.

I had orientation for UNT.
It was boring.
I've been talking to my roommate alot though.
He's pretty cool.
I think we'll get along.

My life is getting more organized.
I'm starting to dig myself out of this hole.
I just have to make sure i don't sabotage myself.